I don’t want to be a princess

And even when I was a little girl I didn’t want it too. Why? Because they are too fragile, subtle and “pinky”. I liked witches and princess-warriors. Why not fairies or white witches? Yep, the same reason )) they were too pinky. (Though final sentence of all my childhood dreams was “he took princess to his kingdom and they lived long and happily life together).
Wondering, I would be a juicy contract for any child psychologist :)

I grew up. And became a fairy… self-sacrificing and understanding-everyone-everything even in prejudice of myself.

There was a thread on one forum, where was suggested to choose character whom you want to be. With no second thought I said I want to be Lara Croft or Storm from “x-men”. Took a look at answers above. Scarlet O’hara, dr.Dulittle, Meg Rayan heroine etc etc… except me only one guy wanted to be Batman (to hook cat-woman lol). I scratched my head and promised to edit my post and to add some real character. Should I mention that I didn’t back to that thread? :) Though I really was thinking hard and trying to figure out something.

Recently I watched mind blowing anime and guess what.. my current DP now is an image of its heroine.. brave female warrior Dunon Knute :)
Strange but my fairy nature is in contradict with my preferences, though people say I am not that fairy attimes …and also they say I am an iron lady. I am confused..who am I…fairy or warrior? It seems I am what I never wanted to be and I am what I was dreaming about?

ufffff….. really confused.. I would rather be an angel..but with dark wings and without nimbus… black sunglasses….high black shoes..and magic stick with black leather design…..stop… magic stick its fairy feature…

I will start again…

i would be an angel….
dark wings and without nimbus………….