30 minutes away from autumn

This summer was special for me…. I lived a small life this summer….. three months….but it turned to be a life…. it was my rebirth… I was learning how to live….to sip life as a hot tea….carefully with small sips… not because of fear to burn..but enjoying every single sip…

So many events took place…..

I was fiancée
I learnt how to ride bicycle
I sold my car
I found out how it feels when someone betrays you and you world is breaking to pieces
I found close one soul who means a lot and who is precious for me
I realized that I have enough strength not to fall down my knees
I got unbelievable freedom and relief from everything
I really know idea of the song “life is good” now
I learnt to like rain
I turned to a party animal
I patched up with my friend
I met in real my friend from virtuality
I made one of my dream true
I smoked….first time after 2 years break… it was hookah…so it doesn’t count though lol
I had guts to sing at karaoke in front of professional singers
I made tattoo
I cur my hair
I let him go and live in peace (person who betrayed me)
I fell in love
I realized how happy I am because I have so many near and dear ones, friends who are always there when I need support
I realized that everything is for good
I became stronger but more flexible
I learnt to feel happy about every moment in my life
I started two blogs and community
I was able to give hand of help to many people who needed right words from me
I am grateful universe for this hard time which it gave me

that’s it….just 30 mins…. autumn….