Tuesday, July 14, 2009

The beginning


“I still love her”
“I was incessantly missing her all these days”
“There was no day when I didn’t want to run to her”
“I thought I overcame this and didn’t love her anymore but I was wrong”

silence….then again that voice which was so intimate yesterday …today was breaking my world to pieces…..pieces were hurting me with every single word….. ringing with dull ache in my temples..

That’s was the end or (as I realized later) it was the beginning of a new life. Conscious life filled with love and care for myself. Maybe it had to happened to make me realize that I am the most precious person in my life and if not me, then who will pamper me in the way I deserve? :)

Yeah he left me one month far from the wedding but in the same time he gave me an opportunity to be happy with the man who would appreciate my presence in his life. He cleared the path for that mr. Perfect. Unfortunately it took much time and tears for me to realize that simple and obvious truth but I am glad I did. So that’s why I am here. I hope my experience and my thoughts would help people who are facing the same or similar situations, who failed in trying to be happy, who don’t know how to believe that every crap which happens in our life is for good. I believe it would be helpful for me too because as normal human I keep loosing hope time to time, so it will discipline me to some extent. Self-discipline its never bad :)
And also this blog is about me, my thoughts, views and my life

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2 comments:

  1. Dear Dasha,
    its a great thing you have started...
    nice blog !!!!!

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  2. thank you Swarnendu
    i hope it would be useful thing to do

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