latest days i have been thinking of you....again and again...asking you for forgiveness in my thoughts....
i wont dare to talk to you...i know how you will react...and will make both of us feeling even worse
one year...i forgot how it is...to feel guilty for what i have done with you...
i forgot that almost physical sensation of guilt's sticky arms on my neck... and not being able to escape from it's suffocating grasp
i got through the same experience i put you in....felt everything what was tearing your soul too bloody pieces....i felt your pain
that moment i got rid of that feeling of guilt..but fear of recompense wasn't letting me turn the page and close the book with your name....i knew....i would have to pay
i was gathering myself as splinters of glass i was gloating with tears "quits...we are quits now...i paid my bill"
why i'm thinking of you again...and desperately want to hear that you forgave me...
did you?
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